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as two adorable kittens crawl on me making it hard to type i wonder while staring at sebastian who calmly sits and watches me fight off the kittens-----medaphore for the night---they might be adoreable and u might want to keep them but are the worth the trouble you go through? i like to think yes sebastian is now older and more mature a well behaved cat whom gets along well with all people ..kittens on the other hand are wild untrained but extreamly fun and cutedeep down we all want a kitten to stay a kitten forever but if in fact it were a kitten forever there would be no fun in it after awhile.....yeha yeha medaphore shmedapore.....i love hanging out with ryan he makes me not care who likes me or what i have to do he makes me feel beautiful and funny things i love about him and i know that hes a way cool guy and will only get better as he gets older weve all be through that stage in hs-yes high school-were we do things just to piss people off or act out to see who notices but is that a reason to treat him like a child and if so is it justly done his childish behavor makes me feel like a teacher im not mary kay laturno i dont want to be i want to love you and not have to wonder if you get along with my freinds or who your pissing off and most of all WOW i just had a realization---i dont care if any one likes him or he likes anyone its not about them and him its about me and i should stop trying to get him to blend with my picture if i like it i should like the painting we are making not try to copy an old one..so people dont like him and he dosent like people adam hates me and i dont like corry ok and im full og medaphores if this were a watercolor it would be so much easyer but watercolors dont last they fade and run****after a night of pure sketchyness under the shade i have to feel bad for desertying my freinds however to whom i have been less than appropriate to latelyi had fun at the jungle officialy a jungle nowmy finger bleed most of the night from the killer staple and i kept the damn from breaking between the river and the stream off to bed all to soon with skint knees and hands from falling off my bike a hurt thumb from the staple a hurt pinky from a splinter and my legs hurt from well.........